On a whim

… I almost proposed tonight.

Well, not quite, but I almost came close to suggesting that… and wishing that…

It’s just the alcohol speaking, but… woah. I know the past few days have been good, but seriously, Isa… they weren’t that good. It’s jus that… with the tour coming, and the prelims coming, and with Jimmy being on the lake… I’m feeling…

I’m finally feeling again, and it’s intense, and scary, but here I am, once again caring about what happens. And I have no idea how to deal with all of it at once.

I do know proposing out of the blue is not a good idea though. Very much not a good idea.

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